Ace1of1spade

these days everybody is telling me how crazy, miserable or hard my life will become if i dont do wat they want me to do! trust me i dont wanna hear. i dont wanna hear how badly i can fall! i dont wanna be pessimistic or hopeless i wanna hear that how high can i fly even if i fall... i wanna know that their is hope, their is light their is something to look forward to... how good i can be... its hope that guides me, like a sunflower is guided by sunshine! i look up and i do see it, its gives me courage and strength to live to fight...

well i just learnt the secret to a crefree life... just give a damn about everything... trust me nothing matters... if u keep on trying to make everyone happy and being perfect, u will end up making urself Sad and miserable... and thats the worst thing nyone can do.. so just dont give a shit about anything and do wat u feel like doing... but do give importance to ur life.... its the most precious gift of God... thats the thing which really deserves ur attention... and if u make mistakes in it then it will be ur mistakes... u wont have a heavy heart that i wish i would've tried something i really liked... i just love being free...

Dear You i think about u all the time... i dont know if i have met u or i am yet to meet you... but i know i think about u all the time... whenever i listen to music it feels like ur singing to me, i can hear ur voice, whenever i look out my window i feel you but just cant see u, i dont know where to find u... well uptill now u have given me hope and misery at the same time! and that hope guides me to new steps in my life and that misery gives me strengh to fight challanges in life... i wish to find u, but not too soon, at the right moment, and i have faith that i will find you... ur my courage, my power, my hope, ur the smile on my face a